I'd like to add that this is also true for my situation

I told myself

That I was wise

That I was strong

But Realized

That I was much closer to wrong 

You tell yourself

That you are weak

That you are so ugly

And you cry yourself to sleep each night

You're incomplete 

But do you believe in a future you can change 

Don't lose hope

Even though you can't see it I know

Things are getting better

Don't let go

We are here with you, you know

Everyone needs time

So don't lose hope

Are you watching closely?

After much thought, I decided that my life story has been written by Christopher Nolan. If anyone even understands these ramifications, congratulations! However, if you have no idea what I'm talking about, then it's likely that you never really spent time with me talking about anything whatsoever. (a little harsh, isn't it?) Don't worry, there's still time you can spend with me before any of this fades away.

Just looking back at my life 'experiences' I can see that I've gone through 2 'cycles', or in other words, the format of every Nolan movie. I am currently in 'The Turn'. I've been showed my life and everything that's good about it, and now it's been completely turned on itself. My problem is that I keep on looking around for the prestige, and waiting for it to happen; but I've never really considered the possibility that maybe I've had my original or true nature shoved in my face. Has the prestige already come, or am I just stuck in the lifeless state of the turn?

If you wanted more out of this... tough luck! Go read a book, and get off your computer!